written yesterday
Today is 4/20. So as you all know, its the weed-smoking holiday.
Richard wasnt at school, and he claims he was sick. I actually believe him for some reason. I have been way more trusting of him lately. Well at least this past week.
Him, Olivia, Grams, Epaw, PJ, Bandit, and I went camping in our norm spot. It was an unbelievable vacation of my mind. Which I think is surprising since my Grams was there. But I was with 2 of my fave people and some of my family. It was perfect. Me and Olivia made it official that we are each others best friends out of the few best friends we have. (Mine are Jessi, Olivia, Sonni, and Josie)
Richard and I...well..we just "bonded". I know..youre probably thinking "uhmm..youve been together for 6 months, why havent you bonded yet?" But we just got a stronger connection. I trust him more now. I know wanna know the 5 W's anymore..and I dont even ask him any of those W's unless he brings up something he did that day. He even wants to come over everyday like he used to. Its nice having the old richard back. But he's paying for his at school, because now that he has ditched so much..hes failing a few classes, and he probably wont get to play ball anymore this season. :[ But he went to his teachers to get his makeup work to bring his grades up.
Speaking of grades...I have an A in Biology! I think that is soooo amazing! I'm always a hair above a C and I, Kelsey Deseraih, have an A. WOO HOO.
Yesterday I got my dress. It has got to be the most gorgeous/classy-but-sassy dress I have ever worn in my life. I AM IN LOVE WITH IT. I would take a pic of it and put in on my myspace, but I dont want Richie seeing it till the day. (May 13) On that Friday I am going to spend the night at Chrissy's and then go to work with her so the lady who does updos can do my hair, and she can do my nails. YES. I'M GROWING OUT MY NAILS. I know..its a miracle. I stopped biting them. I didnt bite them at all while we were camping, and thats when I do it the most.
Speaking of nails and camping: Me and Olivia painted richards nails one day while we were bored. haha. that brings back the memories of when we did the "makeover" on him. LOL.
He made me mad last night. :[
I called him to tell him about my dress, and he kept insisting that he was gonna see it before the Formal, but i told him no. He told me i was gonna have to hide it, because he was gonna look for it. I dont think that he gets that i REALLY dont want him seeing it before. It would ruin the surprise.
THEN, I told him it shows my cleavage, and he said he didnt like it because my cleavage was "for him to see only". I was like "back up jack...its MY cleavage, and I'll do whatever i damn want with it". so yeah..we had a wee argument.
Me and Josie are best friends if you didnt catch that earlier.
I have told him stuff that I have never told anyone before. He tells me things too. (which is surprising considering that a lot of guys dont like to talk about their feelings) We have a notebook and we talk for at least an hour a night on the phone. Hes like a saint. He always has great advice and he never complains about me complaining. he just listens till my hearts content, and tells me what he thinks. I <3 that kidd. :]
today in Group I really wanted to get some things off my chest, but i didnt because I knew we had pix to take, and i didnt wanna look like i was smoking budd for 5 hours straight. so i didnt. i guess ill have to talk to josie tomorrow. DARNIT. haha jk. :]
ohkay...im tired and i have to walk tomorrow. byez<33
Richard wasnt at school, and he claims he was sick. I actually believe him for some reason. I have been way more trusting of him lately. Well at least this past week.
Him, Olivia, Grams, Epaw, PJ, Bandit, and I went camping in our norm spot. It was an unbelievable vacation of my mind. Which I think is surprising since my Grams was there. But I was with 2 of my fave people and some of my family. It was perfect. Me and Olivia made it official that we are each others best friends out of the few best friends we have. (Mine are Jessi, Olivia, Sonni, and Josie)
Richard and I...well..we just "bonded". I know..youre probably thinking "uhmm..youve been together for 6 months, why havent you bonded yet?" But we just got a stronger connection. I trust him more now. I know wanna know the 5 W's anymore..and I dont even ask him any of those W's unless he brings up something he did that day. He even wants to come over everyday like he used to. Its nice having the old richard back. But he's paying for his at school, because now that he has ditched so much..hes failing a few classes, and he probably wont get to play ball anymore this season. :[ But he went to his teachers to get his makeup work to bring his grades up.
Speaking of grades...I have an A in Biology! I think that is soooo amazing! I'm always a hair above a C and I, Kelsey Deseraih, have an A. WOO HOO.
Yesterday I got my dress. It has got to be the most gorgeous/classy-but-sassy dress I have ever worn in my life. I AM IN LOVE WITH IT. I would take a pic of it and put in on my myspace, but I dont want Richie seeing it till the day. (May 13) On that Friday I am going to spend the night at Chrissy's and then go to work with her so the lady who does updos can do my hair, and she can do my nails. YES. I'M GROWING OUT MY NAILS. I know..its a miracle. I stopped biting them. I didnt bite them at all while we were camping, and thats when I do it the most.
Speaking of nails and camping: Me and Olivia painted richards nails one day while we were bored. haha. that brings back the memories of when we did the "makeover" on him. LOL.
He made me mad last night. :[
I called him to tell him about my dress, and he kept insisting that he was gonna see it before the Formal, but i told him no. He told me i was gonna have to hide it, because he was gonna look for it. I dont think that he gets that i REALLY dont want him seeing it before. It would ruin the surprise.
THEN, I told him it shows my cleavage, and he said he didnt like it because my cleavage was "for him to see only". I was like "back up jack...its MY cleavage, and I'll do whatever i damn want with it". so yeah..we had a wee argument.
Me and Josie are best friends if you didnt catch that earlier.
I have told him stuff that I have never told anyone before. He tells me things too. (which is surprising considering that a lot of guys dont like to talk about their feelings) We have a notebook and we talk for at least an hour a night on the phone. Hes like a saint. He always has great advice and he never complains about me complaining. he just listens till my hearts content, and tells me what he thinks. I <3 that kidd. :]
today in Group I really wanted to get some things off my chest, but i didnt because I knew we had pix to take, and i didnt wanna look like i was smoking budd for 5 hours straight. so i didnt. i guess ill have to talk to josie tomorrow. DARNIT. haha jk. :]
ohkay...im tired and i have to walk tomorrow. byez<33