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oh livejournal, how i've missed thee.
i was just reading a bunch of old entries and it seems like there was always something on my mind that was bothering me and needed to get done. back when i used to post more, that thing was coming out to my parents. well, that's done, and currently going FAR better than i could have ever imagined. My mom calls me every wednesday to tell me how her pflag meeting was the previous night, and my dad has begun openly telling his coworkers about his gay son. my family is everything i could ever want and more. that's not a problem.
However, *groan*, there are other things that are constantly on my mind to replace my old problems. One of them i think i have begun to take care of, but it's going to lead to some huge changes that i'm not sure i'm ready to handle.
Also, lately i've really felt the need to cuddle with someone. i mean, i have a ton of amazing friends whom i love more than anything and are always there when i need a cuddle buddy (or when i feel like being lazy for a couple hours and just watch TLC). I guess i'm just tired of being single. i miss the excitement of going out to the north end for dinner with just one special person. i miss waking up next to someone you care about, kissing them on the cheek and falling back asleep together. i just miss that feeling you get.
well it's getting late, i don't want to go TOO emo in my unofficial re-entry into the LJ world....we'll see what comes of this...
i was just reading a bunch of old entries and it seems like there was always something on my mind that was bothering me and needed to get done. back when i used to post more, that thing was coming out to my parents. well, that's done, and currently going FAR better than i could have ever imagined. My mom calls me every wednesday to tell me how her pflag meeting was the previous night, and my dad has begun openly telling his coworkers about his gay son. my family is everything i could ever want and more. that's not a problem.
However, *groan*, there are other things that are constantly on my mind to replace my old problems. One of them i think i have begun to take care of, but it's going to lead to some huge changes that i'm not sure i'm ready to handle.
Also, lately i've really felt the need to cuddle with someone. i mean, i have a ton of amazing friends whom i love more than anything and are always there when i need a cuddle buddy (or when i feel like being lazy for a couple hours and just watch TLC). I guess i'm just tired of being single. i miss the excitement of going out to the north end for dinner with just one special person. i miss waking up next to someone you care about, kissing them on the cheek and falling back asleep together. i just miss that feeling you get.
well it's getting late, i don't want to go TOO emo in my unofficial re-entry into the LJ world....we'll see what comes of this...