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these past two days i've realized alot of things about myself. well maybe not realized, but i've come to some conclusions and set some goals. I spent nearly 24 hours in boston hanging out with some old friends, some new friends, and some really old friends and i had the time of my life. I think that maybe it was because while i was with them i never held anything back. I am so lucky to have friends like all of these people and many other people at NU and other places (tonight, it was the girls at uconn) that i can jsut be myself around. i've realized that the reason this summer has sucked so much has not been because i work all the time, and it wasn't because there is nothing to do around here- it's that i can't be myself in my own home. I met some new people these past 2 days and i've done some thinking about some old friends. i now know more than ever how lucky i am to have my amazing parents who i'm sure will be totally supportive of whatever i do. I need to take the next step. I need to get this done. I don't have a choice anymore.