In Loving Memory- Jaime Efrain Saenz Jr.

Dec 02, 2005 03:06

In loving Memory

There is something waiting for us up ahead..all of us..
DO we know? Of course not? WHo ever does?
The situation now, what does it tell you about it...
absolutely positively nothing.
Look forward not behind.
You're going to trip and fall.
Trust me, you will.
Take note of what you pass though.
The memories will be used in the future.
Well, if they won't be, then why were they created.
Appreciate that you are still walking your path to that one time
The time of true fulfillment.
Most do not make it.
Some are stopped in their tracks
Some, fall slowly...and just dont get back up and keep going.
SOme rather just walk a certain distance, then retreat back.
Some, give up and just sit, never to get up.
The path is not fun, its scary
branches will cut you
some steps WILL be a doozy
but keep going.
Not only for you,
but for those who couldn't
those who deserved it
those who said "o it's right the---"
They never made it.
But I will.
For his sake and mine,
for yours even
I know that I have to keep going..
.I took a leaf from that tree and put it in my pocket
I'll keep it with me forever
make sure that he gets there with me
make him proud on what he worked on
One thing that he taught me was patience
ALWAYS be patient to get what you most want
dont run down this path...you'll get caught up in things..
Even though not everyone's path is meant to continue..
his wasn't
and i understand that even though his wasn't
he would want me to keep going...
and everyone too..
the past \, you cant make anything from it...its all dirty..
and most of us hate it..so why retrace your fottsteps..
So, in conclusion, I coem here to honor his memory
My step Father..no, my dad
Jaime E. Saenz Jr.
The man who wasn't aloud to keep going..
Appreciate what you guys go through and understand that your path
is not for sure
trees may be cut...when lgihtning strikes
But those people are in a better place, he is...
Happily laughing at my little failures but showing me how to fix them
I knwo him well, I miss him well...
I love him
I won't let him down either
He has helped me down this path for some time..
Now, I am on my own...
But I'll make him proud and make this family...as it always was.
I assure you Jaime, we are all fine
I love you
Thank you for everything
I'll see you in Heaven

_Your son
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