buggerbuggerbuggerbuggerbugger!
I AM AN IDIOT!
i just wrote this entire abby/neela thing for
kennedyismyhero and was so close to being done when i thought 'hell, i'd better copy/paste this thing into Word and save it" and... instead of hitting control-A i hit... CONTROL Q.
THE ENTIRE THING IS GONE.
FUCK ASS BOLLOCKS.
i really think i am going to cry. really really really really. this sucks tons and tons and i have to do it all over again. FUCK.
the end.