wow.
I'm sick of this. Why does giving a damn have to hurt so much? I should cut that out. After all, I function at perhaps my most seamless with the aid of apathy. Wow. Life is so much easier when you're a cold, merciless bitch. I really wish someone would just open me up and replace my hot blood with ice water, my beating heart with a black hole. Too bad we're human, and everything catches up with us.
~~~
You hate me. Well, there's a shocker.
But you know what?
I hate you for telling me when you hate me. I hate that I enjoy making you hate me. I hate that you do the same damn thing I do. I hate that even though I've gotten to be incredibly brave with you, you still can't grow some cajones. I hate that you accept your cowardice. I hate not knowing how to make myself any more clear to you. I hate thinking I might have gotten through to you, and that you think you still haven't gotten through to me. I hate you for being so fucking charming. I hate that you don't seem to know how great you are. I hate that you don't let yourself have what you want.
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
And I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
~~~
You hate me. Well, there's a shocker.
But you know what?
I hate you for telling me when you hate me. I hate that I enjoy making you hate me. I hate that you do the same damn thing I do. I hate that even though I've gotten to be incredibly brave with you, you still can't grow some cajones. I hate that you accept your cowardice. I hate not knowing how to make myself any more clear to you. I hate thinking I might have gotten through to you, and that you think you still haven't gotten through to me. I hate you for being so fucking charming. I hate that you don't seem to know how great you are. I hate that you don't let yourself have what you want.
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
And I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start