i am always the one who calls....
god, i am sooo sad right now and i just wanted to talk to my mom and she woudnt even talk to me, so i hung up on her. i guess tyler woke her up, but she could have asked for me to call back later. god damned stupid mom, sometimes it just hurts me so much that she doesnt even seem to care about me anymore.
i have asked her and asked her all summer to try and get me a bed, and to bring my desk up for me when i move, and she has the bed (she found one that her BF had in his attic, which is fine with me...) but she keeps waiting and waiting and now she can't find a truck (mind you there are UHAULs in albion and middleport - both 10-20 minutes from their house) and now it looks like i may be bedless for up to 2 weeks. sometimes she is just such a disappointment. ha, that coming from me, the daughter, makes me want to scream.
i just want to talk to anybody, somebody call me and make me feel happy, please...i dont want to be depressed again, i hate that feeling, and everything feels the same as it did this spring. i dont know if i can handle that again...someone please help me :'(
i have asked her and asked her all summer to try and get me a bed, and to bring my desk up for me when i move, and she has the bed (she found one that her BF had in his attic, which is fine with me...) but she keeps waiting and waiting and now she can't find a truck (mind you there are UHAULs in albion and middleport - both 10-20 minutes from their house) and now it looks like i may be bedless for up to 2 weeks. sometimes she is just such a disappointment. ha, that coming from me, the daughter, makes me want to scream.
i just want to talk to anybody, somebody call me and make me feel happy, please...i dont want to be depressed again, i hate that feeling, and everything feels the same as it did this spring. i dont know if i can handle that again...someone please help me :'(