May 10, 2004 13:53
I'm pretty stressed out right now. You wanna know how I finally realized that? How about when I noticed that I had eaten half a package of Archway dutch cocoa cookies...yeah.
Nathan and I are moving to Williamsville in about a week. The apartment is really nice...it'll be even better if the landlord lets us paint over the icky grey trim. AND.....WE HAVE A DISHWASHER!! weeeee We kinda need some furniture, but that will work itself out, I'm sure. Unfortunately Maryland just isn't happening right now. No jobs that acutally follow through unless we are living there, and no apartments (well, nice ones anyway) that will let us live there until we already work in the area.
I really need to get started on packing my stuff. Ugggggggggghhhh I hate packing sooooo much. The only thing I hate more than packing is unpacking. Blah. I wish I could just point my finger and it would just pack itself. Wouldn't that be nice... I have so much stuff too, it's going to take forever.
Wedding is getting closer and closer. There are a couple of real issues that need working out, and I'm not sure if I can do it. I have been seriously contemplating it for a few weeks and I still don't know how to go about it. Ugh I hate confrontation.
I got the zipper on my dress today. It was actually a lot easier than I thought it would be. Now all I have left is to put the halter tie on, and do the lining on the bodice. Should only take me one day if I actually feel like sitting down and doing it. I think I will probably wait until we are in our new apartment and I have more private space. I have to go shopping for a tiara and veil too... something I would rather not do alone, but I probably will end up doing more girly wedding stuff by myself...again...
I can't wait to be living with Nathan again. It just feels so right. I am so glad I am marrying him, and I just can't wait! :D
I still have to pick the song I am going to walk down the aisle to...got a few in mind, but I'm going to keep it a secret...I want tears to fall!!
Alright enough for now. I've gotta get out of this house.