Sorry
Sorry if I freaked anyone out with my last post. I shouldn't have worded it like that, but it makes me happy to see how many of you cared. :)
Now, I will tell you what's wrong, but I am afraid you will be like "OMG That is so stupid! I can't believe I was concerned over that!! But, here goes:
Yesterday was bid day for informal recruitment. I had been nervous all day because I REALLY liked two sororities and I knew they both liked me. The two sororites are Alpha Phi and Pi Beta Phi. I know I would have fit in better with Alpha Phi, but I am a fucking moron and I told myself, "If I want the true sorority experience, I should choose Pi Phi's." Don't ask me what I approach was in this mentality, I honestly don't know... but the SECOND I turned in that bid card, I regretted it, and I started crying. They wouldn't let me change it back, and I KNEW I made a bad decision. The worst part is, I have been making my boyfriend miserable. He is so afraid of me being in a sorority, around (seemingly) fake girls and a lot of frat boy. The way he feels is totally understandable, and I feel really guilty about putting him through this.
Last night I had my first meeting with Pi Phi's... It was alright. I am just going to have to give it some time.
See? I guess that's not so bad.. :)
Now, I will tell you what's wrong, but I am afraid you will be like "OMG That is so stupid! I can't believe I was concerned over that!! But, here goes:
Yesterday was bid day for informal recruitment. I had been nervous all day because I REALLY liked two sororities and I knew they both liked me. The two sororites are Alpha Phi and Pi Beta Phi. I know I would have fit in better with Alpha Phi, but I am a fucking moron and I told myself, "If I want the true sorority experience, I should choose Pi Phi's." Don't ask me what I approach was in this mentality, I honestly don't know... but the SECOND I turned in that bid card, I regretted it, and I started crying. They wouldn't let me change it back, and I KNEW I made a bad decision. The worst part is, I have been making my boyfriend miserable. He is so afraid of me being in a sorority, around (seemingly) fake girls and a lot of frat boy. The way he feels is totally understandable, and I feel really guilty about putting him through this.
Last night I had my first meeting with Pi Phi's... It was alright. I am just going to have to give it some time.
See? I guess that's not so bad.. :)