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Dec 06, 2007 23:03

Don't you love it when a professor in an intro class leaves you to do really complicated tasks with a group you barely know and then critiques you after the presentation with no mercy just to show off how smart she is with her PhD? FAAAAANTASTIC! Sorry I had no idea that my experiment was a stupid ex post facto, thank you for cluing me in in front of the entire 90 students of our class.

So, one exam, one paper, the last lab, and one presentation down...just two more exams to go. I'm getting pretty nervous that I just really don't care at this point. I work so hard and in the end realize that making myself sick over it is probably more debtrimental in the long run. I'm not just ready for winter break, I say bring on the summer break too.

Plus, my professor scared the crap out of me about getting into grad school. I'm not nervous about the grades, and I know I can prepare myself for all of the stupid difficult standardized tests but how the hell am I suppose to buddy up with the head of the department and a well respected researcher to get good recommendation letters? Man, next year it gonna get crazy. I have to apply for Psi Chi, the psych group, volunteer at various places, look in to getting an internship, look in to helping with research (even though I hate research and don't want to do it...ever) and oh yeah, figure out what exactly it is I want to do with my psychology degree.

What happened to the first day of freshman year?! I feel so old already, like I have to plan out the rest of my life to get the things I want to accomplish all fit in. Give it up for 4 1/2 more years of college!!

I do have something to be thankful about though. I ended up getting a new doctor. He's the chief of rheumatology at beaumont of royal oak and it makes me feel so much better to know that everything is starting to move forward.

love,
amelia
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