If I can get to sleep, it would make it easier for you to kill me.
There are only a handful of memories/people that I can say have actually changed my life. And it gets better as I age. Looking back on old memories always makes me wonder if things would have been different if I had done more of______. Or said more of_______. I miss old friendships. But people change. I would not change anything about what I had said or done to replace what I have worked so hard for these past few years. I am where I want to be at this point.