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[hotpinkamanda]

i am disgustingly sick of spilling all my emotions out
on the table, and not getting a reply.. seriously.
it sickens me more than anything.. really. this is fucking
stupid. sean.. he knows that i want him, and hes being gay.
i want him so badly. and ive never been happier then i was
when i was "with" him.. really. this is so gross.

im sick, realllllly sick.
late night last night.
sketchiest weekend.. ever.

brutall.

peace.

p.s
saw the old guys this weekend, it was alright <3