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Today will not be a good day. There are many reasons why. I missed the bus this morning, do i'm in deep trouble. Today is monday, bleh. I have to take the bus after school, so i'm probably going to get into a fight... physical fight. I hate Ventura so much. I want to move so badly. I'm praying we'll actually move to Arizona this summer. If not, I'll move on my own. Once i'm able to drive, i'm gone. Unless my parents move like they say they will (they have lied about moving many times before) then i'm going to try my best to move on my own. I've lived in the same damn city my whole life (15 years), and i'm just fed up. The people here annoy me so much. They're all racist against whites, the few whites that live here. I guess Ventura is a place for vacationers and all, but it really sucks to live here. I can't find any friend that doesn't follow the "trend" and just be theirselves. The few that I do know that doesn't follow other people, either live in Oxnard... or they don't go to my school, and I hardly ever talk to them. Since my dad has me practically on lock-down at my house, I haven't really socialized with my old friends in sooo long. The reason why they're my old friends is because I can never go out and do normal kid stuff. It's LAME. He won't let me go out of the house ever just because I have a D- in P.E. Well, it's not going to go up, so why waste your time hassling me? I just don't get it.. My P.E. teacher is so strict, and even my friends say that i'm the opposite of a teacher's pet. I'm not going to take nothing from anyone older than me. EVEN if they're my teacher. They can fail me for all I care. And it has happened. UGH, nobody will even probably read all of this, so why bother to type it... Well, bye.