I feel like a mess

Jun 01, 2005 23:11

So when the hell did I end up with all this responsibility?

When did I really have to start thinking about my future and get moving on it instead of thinking.. when I grow up.

I had a realization today...

When the hell did I grow up?

This probably makes no sense, but i'm a little frustrated and confused. Things are all of a sudden changing again in my life and I wasn't expecting it. My folks are going to move. We are fixing up the house to be sold. I don't want to move. I like my house, I like my 2 bedrooms. I doubt I will have that luxury in the next house. Will I even have a bedroom?

People I know are getting married this summer, some are getting engaged. This baffles me.

Weirder still, some of my friends are moving backwards. Instead of being the responsible, good people they used to be, they started partying, sleeping around and hanging out with high school kids.

DOESN'T ANYONE STAY THE SAME????
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