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So... Odd's mom died.
I have to say, I think this is like the first time I've ever seen him so sad. Sure, he's had his ups and downs before... but nothing like this.
He went to his mom's funeral in London. I guess he was there with his dad, and he stayed overnight, and then came home. The day he left, he was already wearing black clothes for the occasion. That's definitely the first time I've ever seen him wear black. So he looked... a lot different. His hair was really fucked up when he left, too. But whatever.
I guess I'm feeling kinda guilty right now, because the day before the terrorist bombings over in the UK, I was all ready to, um, break up with Odd. Then the day it happened, I actually went over to see him to tell him what I had decided.
So... that's not cool. Wanna know something else that's fucked up? Last night...for the first time in a few years, I cried.