More insane dreams
So I've had two more crazy dreams about Brian recently. Both were rather upsetting, and both of which I woke up from pretty shaken. I can't remember as much detail, since it's been a couple of days, but the first involved him getting back together with the old girlfriend from like 4 or 5 years ago (his last serious relationship), who apparently broke his heart when she dumped him, and was also crazy. I never asked him for details on the crazy-ness; no real need to know, though it might have provided some more insight as to why he can't handle being in a relationship. I remember even less about the second dream, except that I beat the living crap out of him. At first we were all snuggly and then I was giving him a bloody nose...that one really bothered me because it seemed so real at the time, and I can't imagine ever physically hurting him, or anyone for that matter.
Christmas seems to get more depressing every year, and this year is no exception. I know I should be "over Brian" and to some extent I am- I mean, I know he's never going to come back, realistically anyway. I think any girl would be insane to deny that deep down, you always wish that, even if you know it won't happen. But mostly, I just worry about him, because I do care about him.
Christmas seems to get more depressing every year, and this year is no exception. I know I should be "over Brian" and to some extent I am- I mean, I know he's never going to come back, realistically anyway. I think any girl would be insane to deny that deep down, you always wish that, even if you know it won't happen. But mostly, I just worry about him, because I do care about him.