happy cows get slaughtered too
I was hoping he would because I wanted to talk to him, but my dad doesn't know yet, and it would have been kind of akward to see his family. I talked to him the other day, and he asked me if I wanted to go to dinner with him, but I couldn't because I had clarinet lessons. Today I went to a board meeting to be recognized for being a National Hispanic Scholar. You have not experienced boring until you have been to a board meeting. get it "bored" meeting. haha it's funny. i saw some people from middle school, margaux s. and jared r. Jared is beautiful, but he's a jock, a smart one too. He also was recognized for being a National Hispanic Scholar. Then we went to roadhouse and I had a 6oz. steak, and it was awesome. Salad, steak, and a baked potato. The steak was amazing. I drenched it in A-1 Steak sauce. It was so good. I forgot one tidbit about Japan: there's a company that bought land in Japan, and it's hard to find, where cows run free and are "happy." When they reach their "prime time" they get slaughtered. It is believed that happy cows have better meat. I ate a happy cow, and then I was happy.
I think I have finally had a chance to focus on myself. I have time. I do worry about him, but he chose to take his path alone. I don't have something to put my focus on anymore. It's like I have no purpose. It was my "job" to keep him happy, and I quit. It is cliche, but you do not know what you have until you have lost it. I learned that the hard way, and I regret it. I should be doing Part III HOD, but I don't want to right now, and I have calculus homework. I think I'll do that first. You know what? I think I will just go to sleep.
I think I have finally had a chance to focus on myself. I have time. I do worry about him, but he chose to take his path alone. I don't have something to put my focus on anymore. It's like I have no purpose. It was my "job" to keep him happy, and I quit. It is cliche, but you do not know what you have until you have lost it. I learned that the hard way, and I regret it. I should be doing Part III HOD, but I don't want to right now, and I have calculus homework. I think I'll do that first. You know what? I think I will just go to sleep.