yeah today even i havent called
ive really been meaning to. I really need to talk to you even though i know you might not ive been real bitchy lately and have been blowing you off. I so sorry and i know actions speak louder that words but i just dont know what to do anymore.
I can say the same thing 50 times hoping youll return my call but none the less you just seem to not at all. Everything thats happened lately has just made me so much more numb from you and everything i believed dumb. But even though you were hurt you just went back thats what made our friendship lack. I know you might not understand why i was so upset but all i want to do is forget, how i had so strong feelings for you and how everything thats happened had me feel so blue. I wish the year would just fade just so i wouldnt recall all the mistakes i made. YOur the person i thought i wanted by my side but now all i can from you is hide.
I will always care about you and i wish that things would have been different.
I thought you were different : (
I can say the same thing 50 times hoping youll return my call but none the less you just seem to not at all. Everything thats happened lately has just made me so much more numb from you and everything i believed dumb. But even though you were hurt you just went back thats what made our friendship lack. I know you might not understand why i was so upset but all i want to do is forget, how i had so strong feelings for you and how everything thats happened had me feel so blue. I wish the year would just fade just so i wouldnt recall all the mistakes i made. YOur the person i thought i wanted by my side but now all i can from you is hide.
I will always care about you and i wish that things would have been different.
I thought you were different : (