Jul 06, 2005 15:47
This summer has been so much fun so far... i've had a blast. everything has been changing though. it's terrifying. you know how some people are blessed enough to have those few friends that you know would die for them? those friends that would drop anything in a second for you if you needed them... those that without question would come over in the middle of the night if you just needed a hug or a shoulder to cry on. i've always felt so lucky because of my friends... because those were the kind i've always had. ever since i changed schools without any notice, i've lost touch with people who were once so important in my life. people that i would have done anything for... i've stopped talking to. maybe this is what's supposed to happen in high school... but i think it sucks. i never realized how fake people could be and it scares me...
I gave up on you a long time ago
How can you blame me?
You've been there for me one time in my life
But it didn't matter
You came and went so fast all my hope
And faith in you shattered
And now here I sit alone in this room
No one to confide in
You watched all my dreams come apart at the seams
i miss that feeling of knowing that someone would always be there if i needed them...
i guess it's true... what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger and at least i've learned from the past... i still have some awesome friends to spend my summer with ♥