kinda always knew id end up your ex girlfriend.
i wish i was always this happy.
this is over =\
me and cory. are all done. ive been really upset. this hurts alot. && i mean ALOT. i dont care how much everyone else hated him.
cuz i didnt =\ i suppose im never enough.
im not even going to being to start to talk about it. gets me all sad and shit. LAMEEE.
this weekend i did alot of this
ipod. sitting around. & computer.
friday i worked till 9. than kindsey and chris came over. we ate food and watched napoleon dynamite.
i of course was depressed.
i play it off well. i guess.
no makeup. hm i wonder why. maybe cuz i CRIED it all off. bitch.
you wish you had a friendship like ours. its amazing.
but not amazing as me and kindseys i love her with my whole entire self.
when im with them im much happier.
sometimes i try to lick kindsey while shes on my computer =]
than they left and i watched willy wonka alone =[
SATURDAY. i went to the fair with jordan and chad. than i went to my cousins wedding. i have some fly 3rd cousins haha. it was funny interesting. than back to my house and muffin came over and watched the notebook with me. because once again i was feeling down.
i wish someone was here right now to make it go away again cuz its comming back.
jordan thinks hes a g and has sweet "icepicks"
fake smile.
whats good tittays
ps. i love HIMMMM! ^ =]