Apr 06, 2004 19:20
So my day started off pretty well...was woken up at the ass crack of dawn...then rolled out of bed and smacked my head LOL..YAY for me. So I went and got geeky with Landon...DS9...hahahahaha. So after that I took one of my famous hour showers...have to love unlimited hot water it so works for me. So after all that I met my Aunt Kathy for lunch...yes ladies and gentleman she drove up here just to have lunch with me (well she also had a job thing to do too LOL)..met some new people and had a great time.
So yeah I decided that I'm finally going to grow some balls and decided to do what I told Eric i was going to do. It didn't come out the way that I wanted. As usual I got blow off by my friends...or so called friends...but not all of them...all I have to say now is FUCK YOU ALL. Yeah I know its really nice to say but I'm the person they come and talk to when they are angry or upset and need someone but when I need to talk to them about something that is important to me their always to fucking busy. I know I shouldn't expect them to be there but in return don't come to me and expect the same fucking thing. I'm done you can all rot for all I care. This broken child has had enough of the bullshit and yes Eric you are right I cause alot if it but sometimes it just comes to me and I don't fucking want it. ROT!!!
So in other good news...Tucker is cool. He is just a really nice guy and the things that he says are sweet and caring. And for once I don't have to do anything it just came to me...and thats a change. I hate being the person that has to get everything and give people what they want...FYI don't do it cuz you its like masturbtion you always get fucked in the end. I can't wait to get home for the upcoming holiday and I have a funny feeling I'm going to come back with a vengence and people will really see what I'm all about...all I can say is GOD HELP THOSE WHO CROSSED ME PAYBACK IS A BITCH AND SO AM I....BE PREPARED!!!!!