can someone make me feel better {pleeeeeeease!
i lost my lecture notes packet SHIT!. im doing soo bad in history . but its not only history mrs wilhelm told me that im failing her class too with an average of 65 . v__v . damnit . that would be pre algebra, d.a.r.e., u.s. history, language, and sience that im doing sooo unbelievably horribly in and that was all my subjects.... .theres no doubt im gona be held back another year. today after school activities are out . tomorrow no eastern for me ..no sophmores, juniors, seniors OH MY! damnit and i was looking forward to it too . damndamndmandmnadamndamn . next week are gepa's and i honestly dont think ill understand any of it . plus im also the slowest person youll ever meet . and to add on to the pressure ..well sumita you know what im talking about.. .im tired and i wana effing sleep but i cant do that bc i have to do work and then more and when i think im done IM NOT . im never done my effing work . ill never survive in hs (when i get there..) this sucks im soo loooow riiight nooooow and what the ef im gaining weight! . one day im gona be one fat fuck . a short fat slow ugly fuck . :sigh: . back to work just had to share.