THE BLURTING OF MY RAMBLY-LIKE FEELINGS.....
i im pasquale and talk to him for a second before i go to sleep bc i just reeeally had to say something and i start bursting into tears ..totally unexpected. i hate when that happens v_v hes talking to mey like its nithing and im sitting in my chair just constantly having to wipe the effing tears off my effing face yea thats pretty sad and i actually hope it doesnt go back to the old times because ive been trying to avoid that but hes visiting on monday and ill probably cry if says hi to me ....CHUTUP!.. okay im done whimpering to everyone now and by everyone i mean the only person that reads my journal ..sumita.. good night every-FUCKIN-body and have a wonderful fuckin rest-of-your-days with your gosh darn boyfriends and girlfriends or whatever i dno.