The future does indeed freak me out.
Wow. I haven't written in either journal in such a long time. I've been trying to get things ready for college, and I'm about to start my new job. I can't wait to get rid of Hot Topic. I know, trend-following emo kids all over the world just realized they want to beat me up. But, I promise, Hot Topic only looks pretty. It's so hard because no one is over the age of 28, and things go as they would if they were being run by teenagers. It's sort of like high school. Favorites are played, and I hate that. It was funny because a couple weeks ago, I had called trying to get a hold of my manager to give her my two weeks, and they told me that I was employee of the month. How ironic. I find it strange that a person who only works a total of about 20 hours a month, and one day week can become employee of the month. I think it was sympathy.
I start Kings Island next Saturday. I have to go in for a horrific 10 hour day of training. At least I'll be paid $80 for that day. I'm so excited that I'll actually have money now. God willing, by next year, I'll be able to move out on my own... well, with someone else. I don't think I could live alone. I've found that I get really scared by myself at night, and then I become severly OCD about making sure all of the doors and windows are locked.
Well, I thought my beach adventures were over for this year, but August 8th, I'm leaving for Destin, FL. I've never been there, and I have no idea what is there, but all I care about is the beach. I'm going with Brad and his family, but luckily they're leaving the babies behind. They haven't decided if they're driving or flying, but I think I'd be happier with flying. I love airports.
Brad, bless his pea-pickin' heart, has had OGT's all week. He's been so upset and nervous about them. I can't believe any state would want to make a kid so nervous about a test. Plus, I wish they'd get their shit together, because it's proven that some kids just don't do well on standarized tests, but do extremely well in other academic areas. Anyway, I've been staying all night at his house this week to make sure he gets to school on time. I really don't mind it. He said when I'm there he feels better. <3
It's been a pleasure, and I'll try not to be a stranger.
I start Kings Island next Saturday. I have to go in for a horrific 10 hour day of training. At least I'll be paid $80 for that day. I'm so excited that I'll actually have money now. God willing, by next year, I'll be able to move out on my own... well, with someone else. I don't think I could live alone. I've found that I get really scared by myself at night, and then I become severly OCD about making sure all of the doors and windows are locked.
Well, I thought my beach adventures were over for this year, but August 8th, I'm leaving for Destin, FL. I've never been there, and I have no idea what is there, but all I care about is the beach. I'm going with Brad and his family, but luckily they're leaving the babies behind. They haven't decided if they're driving or flying, but I think I'd be happier with flying. I love airports.
Brad, bless his pea-pickin' heart, has had OGT's all week. He's been so upset and nervous about them. I can't believe any state would want to make a kid so nervous about a test. Plus, I wish they'd get their shit together, because it's proven that some kids just don't do well on standarized tests, but do extremely well in other academic areas. Anyway, I've been staying all night at his house this week to make sure he gets to school on time. I really don't mind it. He said when I'm there he feels better. <3
It's been a pleasure, and I'll try not to be a stranger.