this is not a happy ending...

[hothot_heidi]

eight months later and what
do I have to show
but an overdrawn checking account
and a broken heart

Oh well--
I'll just do what I always do,
find another meaningless distraction
close my eyes and think of something else
someone else until it stops

but how many times can I do this???
I'm so so weary.
and this is so much more emo than I want it to be...:)

I'm tired of this. the end.

P.S. when I spelled checked this it tried to change "emo" to "Elmo" and I laughed, so that's a good sign.