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Can anything go right in my life for once? Do i have to have an insane inseneitive father? Why cant i have a smart relieable one and not a smart unrealiable man who onyl cares about me when he is sober. it really blows. will i ever find someone to be with? hmm no! because i am always second best to everyone in many scenarios....it really...really...sucks...i swear when will i find a ecent guy. I want a normal life! ahhhhh it just really really sucks to be me sometimes...hmmm random relevant quote "money cant buy you happiness".....grrrrr I seriously think i would just be much happier if i had someoen who could cheer me up and make me feel importany or even meanable....it would be nice. i am really sick of my life right now...anyways i have to go i think im going to fucking break soemthing....bye