BEACAUSE OF YOU!!!
On the outside.
I look normal.
I have a smiling face
And my eyes are shining bright.
But on the inside.
I'm torn up.
Pieces of me are strung everywhere.
I try to put them back together.
But there's to much pain.
To much betrayal.
Something that a simple "I'm sorry"
will never fix.
Something that will go with me forever.
Something that will never change no matter what anyone does.
You hurt me on the inside.
But on the outside you looked
into my eyes and lied.
You betrayed me.
On the inside I'm torn apart.
Because of you
ps... thanx alot (u know who u are) u will probably never read this (im just gettin some feelings out, its might be a good thing if u dont read this), but if u do... i wish u understood how i felt, and if u had the slightest idea, then u will understand why i want u to stay out of my life, i dont want to have to go through this anymore. Dont ever talk to me, look at me, or come in contact with me in any way, if its possible. YOU HURT ME TO BAD, I CANT DEAL WITH IT ANY MORE! and dont try to tell me that u have changed. Everthing u said to me was a lie, and everything that we ever did or said meant nothing to you, obviously, or u wouldnt have done this! i cant belive u actually had the guts to treat someone like this, u would think that after doing it once u would learn, please, please, dont ever make anyone have to go through what i have been, and am going through right now. its the worst feelin and the post painful hurt i have EVER felt, and i have been through some pretty harsh shit. Even tho i have some hatred twords u for what u have put me through, i still have some love for u at the same time, so i really hope that you change, hopefully some day u will make some one out there happy, by telling your true feelings, cuz i know you have the right words to say, if u actually mean them. BE CAREFUL, AND HAVE A GREAT LIFE!
~Tegan
I look normal.
I have a smiling face
And my eyes are shining bright.
But on the inside.
I'm torn up.
Pieces of me are strung everywhere.
I try to put them back together.
But there's to much pain.
To much betrayal.
Something that a simple "I'm sorry"
will never fix.
Something that will go with me forever.
Something that will never change no matter what anyone does.
You hurt me on the inside.
But on the outside you looked
into my eyes and lied.
You betrayed me.
On the inside I'm torn apart.
Because of you
ps... thanx alot (u know who u are) u will probably never read this (im just gettin some feelings out, its might be a good thing if u dont read this), but if u do... i wish u understood how i felt, and if u had the slightest idea, then u will understand why i want u to stay out of my life, i dont want to have to go through this anymore. Dont ever talk to me, look at me, or come in contact with me in any way, if its possible. YOU HURT ME TO BAD, I CANT DEAL WITH IT ANY MORE! and dont try to tell me that u have changed. Everthing u said to me was a lie, and everything that we ever did or said meant nothing to you, obviously, or u wouldnt have done this! i cant belive u actually had the guts to treat someone like this, u would think that after doing it once u would learn, please, please, dont ever make anyone have to go through what i have been, and am going through right now. its the worst feelin and the post painful hurt i have EVER felt, and i have been through some pretty harsh shit. Even tho i have some hatred twords u for what u have put me through, i still have some love for u at the same time, so i really hope that you change, hopefully some day u will make some one out there happy, by telling your true feelings, cuz i know you have the right words to say, if u actually mean them. BE CAREFUL, AND HAVE A GREAT LIFE!
~Tegan