yet again one strange entry from a very strange stacy
Tonight I am happy. Very Happy. Life is good. I have found that life is soooo much more enjoyable to sit back and relax and do the unexpected once and a while. Well......more of a Stacy unexpected. You guys know what I mean....dont worry...Im going to never drink if thats what your thinking! ha! hahahahha!! :-D anyways..."STUFF" happens. Its so much more relaxing not to worry about things. Just realize that this is life and you should take it as it comes. Yes...so much bad happens and most of the time things that you dont like or even worse, plan. Change really is a good thing! Even if it takes a freakin year for you to believe it! There has been a ton of changes this year....some good, some bad, some easy to deal with and others that just drive you insane. The only thing that is bad about change is that you cant change it back. I think thats why people dont like change.....because theres no going back. Its not the change its self that is bad at all. Things are always going to change. The good thing is that God will NEVER change. I like that. I like that A LOT. He has helped me deal with sooo much crap this past year its insane! That is why I am soooo excited for this year to come! meeting new people and doing new things.....its sooo exciting! definitely something to look forward too! Unfortunately OC itself will be the same. blah. College stinks. But I do have three more years! THREE MORE YEARS! So little when you think about how high school was only three years long and how that went by sooooo fast! its kind of exciting. Do you know what has happened this last week that has been really cool? Three different people have actually complained about me NOT talking! Can you believe that!?!? it was absolutely amazing!!! This has never happened to me before! For all of you who are not one of my intimate friends, you are probably thinking that I am a weirdo because you have no clue as to why that even matters. But it does. so much. wow...this summer has had such an impact on me in so many ways. For the first time in my life I feel like I have changed. I have done so many things that I have never done before and normally wouldnt do. Some things that I am not proud of at all and wish to forget. I acted differently towards people and people acted differently towards me. I even have two more things that have happened to me. Two people that I did not even know before going to camp gave me the greatest compliments that I have ever received before. Most of you might think that they are a bit stupid but they mean so much to me. One person told me that I am not as gullible as I used to be. hehehe stop laughing! and another person told me that they were sad that I had to leave because they thought I was very smart and was beneficial to the camp. yeah those two things made my day. anyway...tonight I went over to John and Sugars and we watched Ella Enchanted, which I liked very much. Man, Conner and Colin are still the cutest little boys I have ever seen. They seriously crack me up! Then I came home about an hour after I said I would and got a slurpee on my way. it seemed like the most reasonable thing to do with the $1.08 that I had in my wallet. Yet again I was disappointed to find that the coco cola was not ready yet. So I got the orange cream. Not as good as the coco cola, but as the same time very pleasing since it kind of tasted like sherbert ice cream. I like sherbert. 7-11 is so scary at night though....especially since I was by myself....creepy. there was one car there. But it wasnt really there...it was park at the next business down. All the other businesses next to seven eleven are closed. And it wasnt just parked normally...it was parked backwards...with its rear towards the store and its front directly facing the entrance to the street. Hmm....curious....very curious, It kind of looked like the guy was going to rob seven eleven and was trying to attempt an easy get away. who knows....you never know with those crazy people who are out at night.....now I am going to start the third book in the Harry Potter series. It shall be good. and oh yes...did I mention that Blindside rocks? well..they do.
♥Stacy
♥Stacy