I don't know what to do anymore...

[hotface819]

I can't stand hurting this much. I really want to make things work, but it's getting SO damn hard. I shouldn't be this upset about something that's supposed to make me happy. I don't know what to do. I feel stuck. I'm afraid to say the wrong thing, but I'm afraid to say nothing. I cried so much today, and I hate that. I hate that I don't know what's going on, and I hate not knowing what to do. And I absolutely hate that I feel like this right now. I want things to work so bad, but I can't keep doing this. I don't know...this sucks.

What does it mean?
What does it mean?
What does it mean to be so sad
When someone you love
Someone you love is supposed to make you happy?
What do you do?
How do you keep love alive?