i HATE THiS . . .

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This is bothering me. I don't even care who reads this just as long as he does. I hate not being with him. I hate not seeing him. I hate things not being the way they used to. I hate not feeling like I'm top on his list. I hate not hearing "I love you" 24/7/365.I hate not being at his house and feeling like i live there. I hate feeling like he

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Steph my love. its for the best you and i know that both. You just got to stop talking to him for a little so you can see how much you miss him. and he can realize how much it's going to suck with out you in his life. YOu have to be strong and you know i'm going to be here for you. and i love you terribly much. And see it works if you dont see him. cause i miss you like fuck man. and i have a song for youuuu

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jimmy eat world Just tonight

I was scared but once I thought about, I let it go
Everything she said to me I guess I ought to know
We're all tired talk when it comes to shove
Put up, put out or stay at home.

We'll never be the same, never feel this way again
I'd give you anything but you want pain.
A little water please, I taste you all over my teeth
Never again. Just tonight? Ok

All at once the music stopped, the feeling went away
An ugly picture, me and you, but nothing I can change
You know what happens with the lights back on
The less you know the more you want (you want, you want)

We'll never be the same, never feel this way again
I'd give you anything but you want pain.
A little water please, I taste you all over my teeth
Never again. Just tonight? Ok

I love you. hopefully i'll be with you tonigh t;) lol rarrrr