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Ok i'm kinda scared, conferences are tonight (and yes my parents still go to conferences) and my grade in government isn't too hot. I'm just scared their going to take my car away (its my only source of freedom), or their going to not let me hang out with Wes. I won't take that! I just won't! I know it seems like i'm throwing a hissy fit but you have to understand my car gives me my only sanctuary of alone time, i can go anywhere in it and do about anything, and then Wes...Sometimes i think hes the only thing holding me together this year, other than that its just my family, school, and work. All three of which exhaust me, my car and Wes are the two things which keep me sane, and bring me happiness. Not only may i not be able to hang out with Wes, i wouldn't get to hang out with any of my friends. I'll lose all my freedom at the end of my senior year, which is where freedom is supposed to start. I hope i don't sound like a whiny little bitch i'm just stressed, really really really stressed