Sep 28, 2006 09:49
So, I was hoping that my next entry could be a positive one.. but it can't. I am just in a funk right now and I can't snap out of it..
I auditioned for the music man here at hartt. I had a kick ass audition and then a pretty awesome dance call. I got called back for the part I wanted, Zaneeta but then at the end- they gave it to Jessi.. a sophomore. She is a better dancer than I am.. so fine- but like- I've paid my dues at this school way too long to watch a sophomore get this part. And come to find out- shes the assis. choreographer for Island.. which probably why she got it- despite the fact of her dancing skills. BUTTTT everything happens for a reason- so I just have to think that because I didn't get this- I will get little sally next semester.
Its been a really rough month- but I have some amazing friends that always know how to keep my mind off of everything :) I am also going home this weekend so that will be good. I dunno- a lot has happened with my voice teacher leaving, me not getting this part, me hating my classes this semester and that whole thing with geo. I ended up writing him an email last night just telling him how I felt.. he probably won't respond. Oh well.
Hopefully october will be a better month.. i hope.. hope ..hope