Sep 03, 2006 05:41
Well.. its been quite sometime since I've updated. I spent all summer living at the Tech House and working at Seacoast Repetory Theatre in NH. It was a blast. I met some amazing people and some how walked away with a new family. Its always sad at the end of a summer stock experience because you become so close with these people and then you have to leave them. You know you will see them and probably work with them again.. but you will never be in the same situation. I made some amazing friends that I will never ever forget.
I also met another amazing person that I am hoping will not forget me. I spent a good part of my summer with Geo who made a huge impact on my life. I have never met anyone like geo and certainly never dated anyone like him. He taught me so much about love, relationships and life. I came into the summer very unhappy with my dating situation and almost jaded and I came out feeling like a better person. Although we sometimes had our issues, we worked together so well. He always knew how to make me smile when I was sad and He truely cared about me and loved me. It was really hard leaving him. I am going to visit him in october. Whats worse then leaving him is knowing that I am not with him.. I am not number one for him right now and he could easily find someone to replace/take his mind off of me. I am not saying He is the love of my life and I want to be with him forever.. i just want him in my life because he is a positive factor for me. Maybe someday that will work out
I really miss seacoast.. and I hope I can go back someday and work there. I had a lot of fun.
For now I am at school.. trying to settle in and get work done. Not gonna lie.. I have no motivation for my classes.. All I want to do is graduate and get the hell outta here! I love these people.. I'm just ready to grow up
With that said.. I will try to update as much as I can
I love you all
LISA