May 18, 2006 02:20
Things are fine.. did a lot of thinking.. and talking- and a lot of pushing stuff aside which I am best at..
but i am fine.. im taking one day at a time and looking at what is most important to me.. and there is no question what the most important thing is to me.. and you know what it is :) I have amazing friends and one amazing friend in particular and never in a million years would I let ANYTHING get in the way of that.. friendship is just too important to me.
I went to seacoast a few days ago.. its weird- the house where I will be living is shut down bc of flooding so i've been staying at some lady's house who i dont know. I am home now bc I have like a day and 1/2 off so I came here to get some stuff and have a place to stay. So far I really like everyone :) Its gonna be a good summer..
I hope everything works itself out and is easy..bc for some reason NOTHING is ever easy in my life.. but i guess thats true for most.
I hate sleeping alone.. its so.. lonely hahaha