Sep 17, 2005 14:37
not much has gone on lately. Ive hung out with brad...stopped talking to jay. Never ended up hanging out wiht cody...but i have been talking to matt lately. I think that i am going to get back together with him. Im not 100% sure that im going to, but he is serious the only person that i can see myself with. I want to hang out with brad again, but i do not want to lead him on by kissing him and shit like that. Tahts all i want thought. Is to kiss and hug and hold hands and just be cool with someone new. Thats on of the reason why i am not with matt quite yet. The other reason are as follows.
-kinda had a bad break up
-not to be mean but he kinda stalked me (but i am over that)
-he tried to lecture me (only darcy is al;lowed to do that)
-i dont want to get into this relationship if its going to be like last time
other then those reason everything is good. I told matt that if he became my bitch and got totally whipped then i would take him baCK. BUT HOW LONG IS THAT GOING TO LAST??? It better last forever sucker!! jk jk
But it would be cool if he got just as whipped as colton. I look up to sam. She is amazing.
On another note, i got a job at Hungry Howies in White Lk. Its pretty cool. I thought that i was going to totally hate it because it has to do with food... like my job at wendys, but its not. I take orders from the phone lines, i run the oven, i fold dough and fit the dough into pizza pans, and i make salads. It would be sweet if they gave me the delivery job. How many girls do you know that are a delivery girl? Well i think that it would be cool.