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[hotdamnxx]

uhmm yeah..ive been pretty shitty..things never go right..i'm bad luck..but yeah uhmm....i dont know...i'm such a screw up...i dont see why people even bother talking to me...it all confuses me...but yeah..uhmm i hope me and that someone can get things straight...becuz thats all iv'e been thinking about..and i havent really been doing good on one

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[hotdamnxx]

oh really...did i say that? becuz i never said anything about you drinking..ok..ever since we stopped talking..i never mentioned your name..only when people brought it up to me...and why dont you get all pissed off at the other people that talk shit on you?..god you know what...being your fucking friend was a fucking waste of time...and how would you know lauren didnt switch the words around? were you fucking there? no you werent...so you need to stfu...seriously...since we arent friends anymore...why do you still bother signing my lj..giving me your opinion..?you know what...i'm admitting it..i know i havent been a good friend..to any of you...but you know i was willing to fucking change for your " lame ass" but you know what..i didnt becuz i know if i did...i'd be lying to you...this is who i am...i'm not a good person, and i'm not nice...i dont know what made you think that...but at least i'm admitting to what i did...ok...and i didnt tell you people were talking shit on you..becuz i knew you had alot of other shit on your mind...and i knew you were stressed out..i didnt want to put more stress on your back..so kept quiet...thats why...and yeah..i know i wasnt a good friend...i know i'm not...i dont need you telling me anything...it sucks that you got everyone hating me...if you wouldnt have gotten mad..lauren still would have been my friend...you call me fucked up? well what you did was pretty fucked to...but all this is old news...this happened a while ago..just get over it...its over...and dont make excuses like..oh i cant..you lied to me...becuz i know you can..if you didnt care anymore...why do you still bring it up...i brin git up becuz i still care...trust me...i'm more pissed off at myself then all of you put together...so dont think i didnt care..becuz i did...wether or not u ch0ose to believe it.

[_cup_of_noodlez]

blah blah balh blah....
ohh man... yaaaa I GOT EVERYONE TO GO AGAINST YOU HUH?!!! i didnt! so there be happy... yaaa omfg.. you told feefee TODAYYYYY that i ddrank evenn tho i hated the taste! wow.. you such a lier.. ahahaha.. man alyssa.. im gald we arent friends anymore either.. i seriously am from teh bottom of my fuckin heart ... i HATE liersssssssss how can you lie to people liek that? and i know lauren didnt change them cuz SHE DOESNT LIE OR DO STUPID THINGS LIEK THAT TO MEHHH! and i cant drop it when you effect other bestfriends of mine and when i here them being all sad about it and asking for advise to meh .. it pisses meh off maybe you dont care about friends as much as i do.. but you kno... lieing is fucked up dont do it! if you were welling to change why didnt oyu when you had the chance to like the first time you bullshited meh?!! why didnt you do it the second time?! i gave you MANY chances... but NO you HAD to talk shit or say things behind my back.. or put words in my mouth right?!!! greatttttttttttttt ya kno wut? talkin on fuckin LJ is lame about things liek this and id rather tell it to your face so later! i shall see you tomrorow!

[hotdamnxx]

please dont even bother comming up to me.and talking about it..becuz you know what..we only have 6 days of sch0ol left...i dont need your shit...and yes you did get a lot of people to stop talking to me..like lauren..justin isnt talking to me..neither is dustin...but you know..dont come up to me and tell me anything...becuz i will just walk away.

[_cup_of_noodlez]

ahah run away huh?!! wow!! niccceee wait wait wait?! justin? dustin? lauren?!!
wow.. i NEVER told themm to HATE YOU!! i NEVER tell anyone to hte people! wow.. now your tripin fool doin coke? goodness....
fine i want talk to you i guess then... cuz your runnin away...
later

[hotdamnxx]

hell yeah i'm running away..i dont need you giving me anymore shit ok..youve made your fucking point..so whats the point in talking...i dont need it...of course i'm gonna run away...that way we dont make matters worse.

[_cup_of_noodlez]

haha ooookayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
have fun doin that... but yu never answered my question? wut about justin and dustin and lauren? DONT EVER SAY THAT I MADE THEM YOUR FUCKIN ENEMIES!!! DONT EVER!!!

[hotdamnxx]

oh sorry..i just did

[_cup_of_noodlez]

haha okay i did? i dint kno.. but see i'm not lying cuz i didnt.. saything the truth isnt that bad

[hotdamnxx]

blah blah blah...

[_cup_of_noodlez]

im not saying anything anymore.. your wasting my time bai bai now
I DONT NEED YOU I HAVE TRUE FRIENDS and i believe they arent aquantenences *spelling*
TUREFRIENDS = people you go to wheny ou need help.. peopel in the end.. tehyd ont needto pay you bills..