Fridays...
I hate working on Fridays! In fact, one of the only things motivating me to move up in my career is to have the power to not work on Fridays. My head is quite cloudy today. I am making all kinds of stupid mistakes. I don't care that much though. I know everyone at work is happy with me at the moment so as long as I meet status quo I'm doing fine. But I am just barely meeting it these days...
I'm going to Newport, RI for the 3-day weekend. I'm happy to see Adam as usual. Hopefully, I wont do anything to freak Adam out although I do need to talk to him about understanding that I need the freedom to be unreasonable sometimes. Last weekend was the first time in 8 months that I felt fear of breaking up. It only lasted momentarily but I don't want it to come back ever! I feel that Adam and I can make it if he tries to be more understanding and accepting of my flaws. It's not like he doesn't have any!
I never thought it was possible but I am feeling a bit homesick for LA. Maybe it's because of all the crappy weather. Ironically, they are still dealing with the consequences of the awful weather they were having in LA for a while. Or maybe it's because the majority of my close friends still live in or are from LA. I will be for a week at the end of February though and I'm looking forward to seeing everyone. For a while, it seemed like, even though I moved away nothing in LA had changed any. But now my friend, Kathi, who I have a love/hate relationship with (because of a love triangle we both belonged to)is moving to New York on her own. I never thought she had the courage to do that. I am really proud of her and to be honest, happy that she wont end up with the guy, B., even though he is a total loser and always will be. Of course, B. now is freaking out (he is completely co-dependent) about how he will live without her and is taking a real estate course so he can hopefully get a job that makes money. (For the past 4 years he has been working as a PA in the industry). It makes me feel good that certain things that used to bother me are (it seems) all changing for the better.
Well, this is long sorry. Have a good weekend, all! Or just Lisa because she's the only one actually reading this.:)
I'm going to Newport, RI for the 3-day weekend. I'm happy to see Adam as usual. Hopefully, I wont do anything to freak Adam out although I do need to talk to him about understanding that I need the freedom to be unreasonable sometimes. Last weekend was the first time in 8 months that I felt fear of breaking up. It only lasted momentarily but I don't want it to come back ever! I feel that Adam and I can make it if he tries to be more understanding and accepting of my flaws. It's not like he doesn't have any!
I never thought it was possible but I am feeling a bit homesick for LA. Maybe it's because of all the crappy weather. Ironically, they are still dealing with the consequences of the awful weather they were having in LA for a while. Or maybe it's because the majority of my close friends still live in or are from LA. I will be for a week at the end of February though and I'm looking forward to seeing everyone. For a while, it seemed like, even though I moved away nothing in LA had changed any. But now my friend, Kathi, who I have a love/hate relationship with (because of a love triangle we both belonged to)is moving to New York on her own. I never thought she had the courage to do that. I am really proud of her and to be honest, happy that she wont end up with the guy, B., even though he is a total loser and always will be. Of course, B. now is freaking out (he is completely co-dependent) about how he will live without her and is taking a real estate course so he can hopefully get a job that makes money. (For the past 4 years he has been working as a PA in the industry). It makes me feel good that certain things that used to bother me are (it seems) all changing for the better.
Well, this is long sorry. Have a good weekend, all! Or just Lisa because she's the only one actually reading this.:)