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yea so i thought things with me and chris were good, but i feel like he has been avoiding me. if hes gonna break up with me, id rather him do it now, before i get hurt really bad. i love him alot!!!!!! and that doesnt seem to fit. i kno im probably just over reacting, but it makes me sad, i havent seen him in 3 days and we go to the same school. i wanna be the girlfriend that makes him want to wait by the phone, and look for me at school. but i cant change him, i miss him so much and i want things to last. im happy with him. but it hurts to feel like im single, or dating a guy at a different school. things just suck right now. everything does. i hope he still loves me.......
~becca