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so i have a
crush on this guy that i REALLY shouldnt like. and it's really more
than i crush. i really REALLY like him! damn this sucks. the worst
thing is...i know he likes me back...and things get in the way. as alex
would say it's a "mexican standoff" hahaha. fuck man i've never wanted
anything more then this. FUUUUUUUUCK. maybe someday we can talk
honestly and openly. i dont see that happening any time
soon