Jan 02, 2005 16:27
best new years day...ever.
i'll try and make this short.
well, all in all, me and dan went and seen a movie (the aviator.. haha) at 6:00. ended at 8, wtf. then snuck into his house, got a blanket, and headed up to ault park.
we ended up going behind Pacelli and playing on the slides for .. like.. a half an hour. then, dan opened the back of his jeep and put the seats down and put the blanket over it and hooked his ipod onto the speaker things.
we laid there together until 1:00 am.
dude, just laying there, head against head, eyes closed, was just unreal. the hardcore making out (etc =x ) was fine, too. but dude...when youre just laying on each other, listening to each other breathe. ugh, best feeling in the fuckin world. nothing else compares. nothing.
ogod, we also had 'the sex talk.' it was cute, but awkward. dan started out saying, "hun.. i dont want to push you, at all. i'd never do that to you. but what do you think about us.. and having sex?" umm.. all in all, i think me and dan have become so close that there would be a weird feeling afterwards for awhile. dan agrees. ya know, so...whatever. we're not going to be one of those retard couples who hang out, have sex, and then leave. all my friends agree that from their past experiences, we should wait at least a year. that's what i was going after anyways since i'm visiting daniel in michigan for a week this summer. we'd have been going out for a year and 3 months by that time. i think waiting's made us 100x closer.
for the 2323890818904th time, yes, im in love.
i love you daniel. more than anything in the world.