Dec 09, 2004 09:53
I have a bad feeling about this weekend. I feel it’s going to be boring and pure suck, but who knows.
Me and my parents went through my extremely long xmas list, and they picked out the things they’re going to buy.
-Pink mini ipod
-Clothes
-New pair of green chucks
-3 cds
-And the DVD super troopers.
Sorta sucks knowing what you’re getting, but oh well, I don’t care. At the moment, i sort of feel nothing. No emotions. I’m not happy.. Im not sad.. Im not pissed… im just nothing. I’m guessing this is what it’s like to take anti-depressants. Dan’s older sister takes them and she described it to be like that. She’s also 27, alone with a kid.. She’s sorta the screwball out of the 5 kids. But yeah, she said they make you feel empty.
Mr. Hamm’s son committed suicide a few weeks ago because of anti-depressants.
More happy news, or well, not news just rambles, me and liz zinnecker talked for over 3+ about sex. Seriously, I think about sex more than the average 17 year old male. No lies, nooo lieess!
OMFG, I listened loveline w/ adam corolla and dr. drew last night! I laughed so FUCKIN HARD! I haven’t listened to that.. Jesus, in almost a fuckin’ year. I kinna wonder why I stopped