Sep 06, 2005 13:27
Well whats gong on everyone. just writing to let you all know that i'm still alive and doing very well. the move here to jersey was the best decision i've made in a long time. it's weird, but there is just one thing that seems to be sticking in my mind and i don't think i'll be getting over it anytime soon. i met up with this girl the other day that swore she knew me on this chatline. when i met up with her, she blew me away, it was this girl i knew in high school that i use to like. well went to see wedding crashers and found everything i would want, but not in a relationship. ten minutes after the movie started, she through her legs over mines and we started making out and shyt. but i was really thrown off when i realized she was a little to bit toooo easy. anyways, i called her later on that night and told her how she wasn't what i needed, although she is something i wanted. to add to that, yesterday was day Carribean Day Parade in brooklyn and it was off the hook. Despite all the ass that was being thrown in front of my eyes, i could only concentrate on one person. i wouldn't want to admit it, but i'm still not over her ass. it's just freaking crazy for me to still have something for that damn chic. she played me, but i would still take her back at a moments notice(that's insane). if anyone can help me out with some advice, i would truly appreciate it. Well in other news, imma start working on the 12th at a pretty good job although it isn't what i wanted. to top that off i got me a new car - a Pathfinder. after working a while, imma get something better, but i guess this will do for now. hey anyways, it's good to be letting out these thoughts again and i hope to be getting back here soon.