Apr 10, 2005 21:08
these ppl are gonna drive me over the deep end. they sent my ass to some place that didn't even have a specialist, and when i was sent to the proper place, they got me there just in time to miss my appointment. so know i'm scheduled for tomorrow at 3:45 for an evaluation and this shyt is just making me go insane. but on some level i guess i'm just not as parinoid about the possibilities of probably having cancer becuase i don't think something like that would happen to me. i know they say anyone can have anything, but on another level, i feel that i have been all that i can be for god in my life that he wouldn't let something like that happen to me. well, i can do is continue to pray till i go to the doctor tomorrow. on that note, i'll check you guys later and i appreciate your prayers, later.