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yeah so i told andrew that i liked him last night. ha that was probably the worst thing that i have done in my whole life!!!!!!!! i am scared for sat. when we go to 6 flags. i hope that it is okay.
when i told her it was so weird i just felt like getting in my car and driving for hours. he was kool with my liking him i guess with all the stuff going on in his life it just isnt a good time for a relationship. then i went to the beach and he called me. he thought that the way he said everything was mean, so he called to apologize. it was cute and then we just talked for a bit but it didnt feel normal/right. but then we hung up and i started to cry but i didnt want to go home and i decided to go back to church. then pat was still there and him and i talked for about 20 mins. i need just to talk to someone and i didnt know who to call. i feel so stupid.
i was just happy that andrew is the kind of guy i can see myself with. i mean i was with tim but i knew that i could never have a relationship with him that revolves around christ. i wanted to tell andrew that but i was just so scared that everything i said came out wrong.
i dont know i was so happy until i told him. i just got over the whole tim thing because he was pissing me off, and andrew was always there for me to talk to. i am ganna shut up now but we should all have a fun time at six flags on sat.
when i told her it was so weird i just felt like getting in my car and driving for hours. he was kool with my liking him i guess with all the stuff going on in his life it just isnt a good time for a relationship. then i went to the beach and he called me. he thought that the way he said everything was mean, so he called to apologize. it was cute and then we just talked for a bit but it didnt feel normal/right. but then we hung up and i started to cry but i didnt want to go home and i decided to go back to church. then pat was still there and him and i talked for about 20 mins. i need just to talk to someone and i didnt know who to call. i feel so stupid.
i was just happy that andrew is the kind of guy i can see myself with. i mean i was with tim but i knew that i could never have a relationship with him that revolves around christ. i wanted to tell andrew that but i was just so scared that everything i said came out wrong.
i dont know i was so happy until i told him. i just got over the whole tim thing because he was pissing me off, and andrew was always there for me to talk to. i am ganna shut up now but we should all have a fun time at six flags on sat.