today
I just got out of rehab again. You'd think that this wonderful boy would be enough to keep me clean and sober but he is just another human power and no human power can relieve me of my addiction. So I'm looking for a spiritual solution and I need it badly. I'm in oceanside on the freeway with my parents and Blake. We are going to meet my stepsister and niece for dim sum.
I have everything in the world and all this love. Everyone is going out of their way to help me, making crazy sacrifices. I'm grateful, I really am.
But right now all I can think about is getting high.
which sucks because Blake is next to me making up songs about surfboards and angry boats and he is this amazing child who makes everyone around him happy. and I risk losing him.
I have everything in the world and all this love. Everyone is going out of their way to help me, making crazy sacrifices. I'm grateful, I really am.
But right now all I can think about is getting high.
which sucks because Blake is next to me making up songs about surfboards and angry boats and he is this amazing child who makes everyone around him happy. and I risk losing him.