TeeHee...
So everything has been going ok over here. I'm realizing motherhood is very hard. Not so much motherhood, but the whole waking up every 3 hours all day and night long part of motherhood. And I think I smell puke. I smell it right now. I dunno if its me or what. Anyways, Holly is eating more than most 1 month old babies. She is at 6 ounces of formula right now. Im still trying to breast feed with no luck. I took Holly to her Doc. today and she has grown and inch (22in.) and has gained alot of weight. (10lbs 2 ounces) She is healthy though. No problems. I am, though, having problems with depression. Im really emotional all the time. Its hard not getting any sleep and I feel like Im the most horrible mother when I do everything in the world to make her feel good and she is still crying. I feel like I have failed her or am doing the worst job ever of taking care of her. I know its just my emotions but its still really upsetting. I also cry when I think about her cute little face or when Im sitting in the doctors office and a sweet, slow song comes on the overhead. Like today KC&JoJo "All My Life" came on and I bawled. HA!
The house is clean, the dishes and laundry are done, all the sheets in the house are clean, and dinner is ready to be made. Im super mom. I love being super mom. Just gimmie about 8 hours of sleep in a row and Im good. Thanks.
My friend Holly from Arkansas came down and stayed for a week to see Holly and I. It was so nice to get to see her and hang out with her. She is my best friend. One of those friends where you don't have to talk to her everyday and your still number one always. She stayed up late with me as always and helped out alot with Holly. So that was nice. My mom took her last night to give me a sleep break. Give me and John a chance to be able to sleep together.
Ok I have to go. Holly is crying now.
The house is clean, the dishes and laundry are done, all the sheets in the house are clean, and dinner is ready to be made. Im super mom. I love being super mom. Just gimmie about 8 hours of sleep in a row and Im good. Thanks.
My friend Holly from Arkansas came down and stayed for a week to see Holly and I. It was so nice to get to see her and hang out with her. She is my best friend. One of those friends where you don't have to talk to her everyday and your still number one always. She stayed up late with me as always and helped out alot with Holly. So that was nice. My mom took her last night to give me a sleep break. Give me and John a chance to be able to sleep together.
Ok I have to go. Holly is crying now.