(no subject)
so i should serisouily be studying since i have a final in 3 hours that im SO not ready for...but i have to do this. i cant stop thinking about all the changes that have happened this year, and more importantly...all the people that i have had the honor of meeting. so this entry is dedicated solely to the fact of my memories of my auburn experience. Sit back and look at my life over the past 8 months, pictures included...and they arent gettin the cut. so this entry is dedicated solely to the fact of my memories of my auburn experience.
August - after having the scare of not being accepted into Auburn and recently breaking up with katherine i had pretty much decided that it wasn't for me to come down here and actually try to work things out. i did. best decision of my life...hands down. i was out in my neices little kiddy pool, floating around and thinking about my decision and Dr. ... something called me and asked if i was still interested in attending Auburn university...ur damn right i am!! got my shit together, got my computer, S.O.S, and made my treck down here. move in day was spent with heather and katherine and ALOT of angry people who hated Campus Pointe from day one. started working at Cracker Barrel down in Opelika...meh.
September - FOOTBALL. i really dont remember much except for the fact that i really started drinkin for the first time and began to realize what WASTED was....mainly bc i was there alot. also i think that around this time i told katherine all about me and ... yea. Ben died this month too. i was at work and knew that my phoenw as BLOWING UP like all night. i called leah back cause she had called me most times. "have you heard?!?" "heard what, i guess not i have been at work all night.." "ben, he ah...he ODed and his heart stopped." ... it was rough. even though me and him had fallen out kinda since the whole apartment thing happened, i still have ALOT of memories with him, so yeah september was NOT the best month of my life. i think i KINDA started hanging out with clint a little bit...maybe??? haha but the first place besides cracker barrel that we went was outback...
One of the first nights i was WaStEd with Jeff
Me and Laura...thats depressing.
October - FOOTBALL still going strong and TONS of trips to Columbus with SaraJo :) seriously babe we did that shit like at least once a week...once upon a time when i HAD money. got my camera when we were there one time :) Got to really meet some people...Jeff my neighbor being one of them. he is really the person in auburn who taught me what meeting new people was all about. gettin drunk, how ya doin, and the rest is just history. got to where i was hanging out with carter like...occasionally, then i met cortney at some point right before halloween cause we all seriously needed some costumes. OCTOBER 26TH. - the day i told my parents im gay. hardest thing, ever. so for the next couple of weeks they drove me INSANE to get home so that we could all talk about in person face-to-face to make sure that there were no kinds of misunderstandings. also the night that i told heather, loo, and jill. they knew...shitdamnit. Emily started workin at CB too...so thats how that friendship began :) ... and now shes sitting here on my bed TRYING to learn how to play Zelda...seriously. Also had my first real party here and my LOVE candy came to see me :) and dedrick came too Ü
Yeah cracker house halloween...i know right.
My first Par-tay :)
Kentucky Gameday...thats definalty THE football piture of the year
November - all excitment still on football bc we had been having some kinda incredible season that was godsent. i think i began to drift around all my frineds ALOT ... i was just going from one group to the next. Cortney really came into my life around Thanksgiving cause i remember being serisouly sad that i was leaving her and carter for one week...ONE WEEK, and now we are looking at 2.5 months. :( thanksgiving was definalty awkward knowing that i was odviously OUTloud and Proud...just...awkward. got back to auburn to TRY and finish the semester strong BUT we watched a movie called "saved" , dont ever do that with straight people EVER again. Me and sara got into all kindas of heated arguments...stephanie kinda did too, and i didnt talk to them for a month bc i felt like they hated homosexuality. NO ONE HATES IT MORE THAN I DO...TRUST ME!! I kinda fell out with the three of them and really got to know carter ALOT better. it really makes me sad to talk about...but thats what happened, and thats the point of this entry.
Wow...we really were that cool :) mask night with cortney
Carter and the syrup night...love it.
Home for thanksgiving...me and all the ol' cracker barrel crew, Crystal, Kenneth, and Candy
December - seriosuly, the month fom hell. i realized that there was NO way that i was going to pass my AFRICAN HISTORY class...so i just stopped going and somehow still managed to pull a D out my ass :) threw alot of parties and met alot of new faces. Rosie came into my life sometime in early december, been in love ever since Ü got ready to head home for a month of PURE hell, which it was. BUT while i was there i did get and chance to slide back to my past and see some of the bham crew, which was nice ;) THE LIMO RIDE!!! good lord i was a wreck when i got out of that car...i really dont remeber what all we did after that...sounds familier.
working back at home at the original Cracker. good times.
Me and kids from my WAY past, billy and brandy like whoah.
Before we got in the limo at dinner. Matthew, Crystal, Candy, and Brandon.
January - Rolled back into auburn with a changed major and alot of new plans. got to be VERY close to Cortney and Carter and pretty much spent every waking moment with one or the other.
August - after having the scare of not being accepted into Auburn and recently breaking up with katherine i had pretty much decided that it wasn't for me to come down here and actually try to work things out. i did. best decision of my life...hands down. i was out in my neices little kiddy pool, floating around and thinking about my decision and Dr. ... something called me and asked if i was still interested in attending Auburn university...ur damn right i am!! got my shit together, got my computer, S.O.S, and made my treck down here. move in day was spent with heather and katherine and ALOT of angry people who hated Campus Pointe from day one. started working at Cracker Barrel down in Opelika...meh.
September - FOOTBALL. i really dont remember much except for the fact that i really started drinkin for the first time and began to realize what WASTED was....mainly bc i was there alot. also i think that around this time i told katherine all about me and ... yea. Ben died this month too. i was at work and knew that my phoenw as BLOWING UP like all night. i called leah back cause she had called me most times. "have you heard?!?" "heard what, i guess not i have been at work all night.." "ben, he ah...he ODed and his heart stopped." ... it was rough. even though me and him had fallen out kinda since the whole apartment thing happened, i still have ALOT of memories with him, so yeah september was NOT the best month of my life. i think i KINDA started hanging out with clint a little bit...maybe??? haha but the first place besides cracker barrel that we went was outback...
One of the first nights i was WaStEd with Jeff
Me and Laura...thats depressing.
October - FOOTBALL still going strong and TONS of trips to Columbus with SaraJo :) seriously babe we did that shit like at least once a week...once upon a time when i HAD money. got my camera when we were there one time :) Got to really meet some people...Jeff my neighbor being one of them. he is really the person in auburn who taught me what meeting new people was all about. gettin drunk, how ya doin, and the rest is just history. got to where i was hanging out with carter like...occasionally, then i met cortney at some point right before halloween cause we all seriously needed some costumes. OCTOBER 26TH. - the day i told my parents im gay. hardest thing, ever. so for the next couple of weeks they drove me INSANE to get home so that we could all talk about in person face-to-face to make sure that there were no kinds of misunderstandings. also the night that i told heather, loo, and jill. they knew...shitdamnit. Emily started workin at CB too...so thats how that friendship began :) ... and now shes sitting here on my bed TRYING to learn how to play Zelda...seriously. Also had my first real party here and my LOVE candy came to see me :) and dedrick came too Ü
Yeah cracker house halloween...i know right.
My first Par-tay :)
Kentucky Gameday...thats definalty THE football piture of the year
November - all excitment still on football bc we had been having some kinda incredible season that was godsent. i think i began to drift around all my frineds ALOT ... i was just going from one group to the next. Cortney really came into my life around Thanksgiving cause i remember being serisouly sad that i was leaving her and carter for one week...ONE WEEK, and now we are looking at 2.5 months. :( thanksgiving was definalty awkward knowing that i was odviously OUTloud and Proud...just...awkward. got back to auburn to TRY and finish the semester strong BUT we watched a movie called "saved" , dont ever do that with straight people EVER again. Me and sara got into all kindas of heated arguments...stephanie kinda did too, and i didnt talk to them for a month bc i felt like they hated homosexuality. NO ONE HATES IT MORE THAN I DO...TRUST ME!! I kinda fell out with the three of them and really got to know carter ALOT better. it really makes me sad to talk about...but thats what happened, and thats the point of this entry.
Wow...we really were that cool :) mask night with cortney
Carter and the syrup night...love it.
Home for thanksgiving...me and all the ol' cracker barrel crew, Crystal, Kenneth, and Candy
December - seriosuly, the month fom hell. i realized that there was NO way that i was going to pass my AFRICAN HISTORY class...so i just stopped going and somehow still managed to pull a D out my ass :) threw alot of parties and met alot of new faces. Rosie came into my life sometime in early december, been in love ever since Ü got ready to head home for a month of PURE hell, which it was. BUT while i was there i did get and chance to slide back to my past and see some of the bham crew, which was nice ;) THE LIMO RIDE!!! good lord i was a wreck when i got out of that car...i really dont remeber what all we did after that...sounds familier.
working back at home at the original Cracker. good times.
Me and kids from my WAY past, billy and brandy like whoah.
Before we got in the limo at dinner. Matthew, Crystal, Candy, and Brandon.
January - Rolled back into auburn with a changed major and alot of new plans. got to be VERY close to Cortney and Carter and pretty much spent every waking moment with one or the other.