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nevermind
forget i said anything bout being happy or in a good mood
my day was just ruined
i read something and it re-brought up the thing that i am constabtly thinking bout...the thing that never goes away.
yup...so reading that got me thinking bout it again...and it is now fresh in my mind
erin knows what i am talking bout...
this really sucks. i hate thinking about this...but i cant stop. i wish it would just go away...but reading this made me even more aware of how it will never go away...not while i still desperitally want it to...
sigh...this is my luck...this is my life...yay for me...
forget i said anything bout being happy or in a good mood
my day was just ruined
i read something and it re-brought up the thing that i am constabtly thinking bout...the thing that never goes away.
yup...so reading that got me thinking bout it again...and it is now fresh in my mind
erin knows what i am talking bout...
this really sucks. i hate thinking about this...but i cant stop. i wish it would just go away...but reading this made me even more aware of how it will never go away...not while i still desperitally want it to...
sigh...this is my luck...this is my life...yay for me...