My Great Grandmother
I don't know if this is actually going to update or not cuz blurty is being stupid...but I found out from my mother that my great grandmother had a stroke today. She went into the hospital this morning cuz she had a bad UTI and a fever of 102*...once she got to the hospital she had a stroke. :( We don't know if she is gunna be ok or not. I am waiting for my mom to call me back later tonight. My great grandmother has been out of it for a while though. She has lost her memory really bad- she can't even remember who I am. :(** Part of me knows that I should go visit her b4 she passes away so that I don't carry that guilt with me for the rest of my life- but another part of me is scared cuz she doesn't even know who I am so won't that make us both uncomfortable? It would be strange. I don't know what to do!?! So sad, and so confused.
I was being mean to wayne about it too- I hung up on him. I am so pissy and cranky. I have heart burn. I am supposed to go out to eat for chinese food with resa tonight but I just don't feel like doing anything at all. I am tired, cranky and irritated.
xoxo