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All of a sudden I really don't want to get surgery. I mean, I know I need it, and it's supposed to make me substantially better, but I just don't feel up to it right now. A lot has changed in my life recently, I'm still trying to move into my new house, and it just seems too soon after everything. I don't know. I'm just tired of it. Oh well, at least this is the last surgical option I have!